Being A Musicain.

I think being a musician is something that really cant be explained because for everyone its different. Some people find meaning in music, other find inner peace. Some play because its fun, some because its challenging. Some have the urge to play, some don't.
It all depends on the person and there life.

If you look at the lifes of famous musicians such as:
Kurt Cobain didnt want to become famous he just wanted to make music and be unpopular that lead to his suicide or death and drug abuse. He didnt get the joy of going on stage like freddie mercury (Queen). Kurt, Krist, and Dave (The members of Nirvana) tried to destroy their own popularity but ended up making themselves even more popular. Kurt ODed once, he was sent to rehab. He escaped and was found dead at home with a note and a shot gun on the floor. His own fame killed him. He didn't kill himself his fame did. He just wanted to be unpopular.

Micheal Jackson (yea we hated him but oh well) as a child he didnt want to sing he wanted to be a kid, have fun, have crushes, experience life, but he was forced into music. He father beat him if he sung off key, he made him go on the road and perform all the time never having fun. That is what lead to MJs life troubles. He was forced into doing something and it destroyed him.

I dont consider myself a musician but i do love music.